So, first of all, I grew up in a religious household, in a community that wasn’t very tolerant, so gayness was always something that “happened to other people” in my mind, which I think is true for a lot of people. The possibility that I was a lesbian is not something that ever crossed my mind Growing up, I avoided intimate relationships (partially because of the religious household thing). I was only interested in sex in theory (I’d read about it in books/movies, etc), and sometimes I would even flirt with guys, but when it seemed like a guy might actually try to ask me out, I’d panic and back away The first time I had sex was when I went to college. I was drunk, which got me out of my head enough that I could go through the motions, despite not being very into it. During it, I remember thinking “finally, I’m doing what normal girls do” rather than actually focusing on the sex that I was having Afterwards, I just decided that maybe I wasn’t a very sexual person, but I also decid...
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